PROJECT 180 Woman, Womb & Water
- Julie Quizon
- May 26
- 3 min read
PROJECT 180
Woman, Womb & Water
The Beginning of Returning to Myself
By Julie Quizon
June 1 marks the beginning of my PROJECT 180.
One hundred and eighty days.
Six months.
A complete shift.
A return.
A remembrance.
For years, I poured my energy into everyone else — family, motherhood, healing work, community, business, wellness programs, creative visions, and holding space for others. I became the nurturer, the helper, the listener, the builder, the giver.
But somewhere in between all those beautiful roles, I slowly drifted away from myself.
Not completely.
Just quietly.
And now, something inside me is calling me back home.
This project is not about becoming someone new.
It is about remembering who I was before survival mode, before exhaustion,
before losing parts of myself inside responsibilities and expectations.
PROJECT 180 is my personal commitment to myself:to my body, my mind, my creativity, my femininity, my joy, my health, my freedom, my spirit,and my inner woman.
For the first time in a long time, I am becoming my own first client.
All the wellness programs I created for others…all the healing spaces I envisioned…
all the things I encouraged women to do for themselves…
I now choose to fully embody for myself.
This journey begins with three words that deeply resonate with me:
Woman. Womb. Water.
Woman — the identity, the expression, the sovereignty, the sensuality, the power.
Womb — the sacred center of creation, emotion, intuition, grief, rebirth, softness, and feminine wisdom.
Water — the flow, the movement, the healing, the cleansing, the emotion, the adaptability, the life force.
I realize now that within me lives many versions of myself waiting to be seen, expressed, and integrated.
Kai Babayi.
Beybi.
Kali Vexx.
TheraMuse.
Not different people —but different energies, archetypes, frequencies, emotions, and creative worlds within me.
Kai is fluidity and wisdom. Babayi and Beybi are softness, innocence, playfulness, and my inner child.
Kali Vexx is transformation, fierceness, sensuality, rebellion, and power. TheraMuse is healing, creativity, sound, frequency, art, and expression.
For so long, I focused on being who others needed me to be.
Now, I want to discover who I am when I finally allow every part of myself to breathe.
This season of my life is about becoming active again.
Healthy again.
Creative again.
Confident again.
Fun again.
Alive again.
I want to move my body outdoors. Feel the sun on my skin. Walk by the water.
Dance again
Laugh deeply.
Wear clothes that make me feel beautiful.
Nourish my hormones and nervous system.
Heal my relationship with my body.
Create art.
Write honestly.
Rest without guilt.
Play without explanation.
Exist without shrinking.
This is not a punishment project.
This is not a “fixing myself” project.
This is a sacred return.
A remembrance of the woman I have always been underneath every role I carried.
And maybe this is what healing truly looks like: not becoming someone else,
but finally allowing yourself to fully exist.
I also choose to become intentional with the energy I allow into my life.
In this new season, I no longer want to surround myself with environments, conversations, or connections that drain, diminish, confuse, or disconnect me from myself.
PROJECT 180 is also about protecting my peace, my nervous system, my creativity, my body, and my spirit.
I want to allow only the kind of energy that inspires me,
encourages me, honours my soul, respects my being,
supports my growth, celebrates my softness, and reminds me of my light.
I want to be surrounded by people, spaces, music, nature, movement, conversations, and experiences that feel nourishing instead of exhausting.
This journey is teaching me that healing is not only about what we do for ourselves —it is also about what we allow around us.
The older version of me survived by overextending,
overgiving, and tolerating misaligned energy.
But this version of me understands something different:
Peace is sacred.
Energy is sacred.
Presence is sacred.
And the woman I am becoming deserves to live in environments that feel safe, expansive, creative, loving, inspiring, and alive.
For the next 180 days, I choose alignment over attachment.
Presence over pressure.
Truth over performance.
And myself over self-abandonment.
This is Chapter One.
And for the first time in a very long time…
I am excited for my own life again.
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